where are they

where are friends when you need them prehaps the truth is i have no friends that care enougth to be there

Please return

who ever has stolen sammy and replaced him with a monstar can they please return him

Baking

dont know why i thought it would be a good idea to bake with both kids at the same time anyway all done postman pat fairy cakes iced and mars bar cake in fridge

Hurting

Went to the Army this morning and came home wondering why i had bothered because i came home upset sad and hurting.  I know it was my choice to stop wearing uniform and therefore come out of the songsters but it hurts when other people are able to sing and not wear uniform it hurts when people no longer speak to me and it hurts when no one seems to care.  There are those who say the miss me and want to see me back and i now they mean it.  But there are others who i think havent even noticed and others still who i dont think want me back.  I really miss singing but at the moment dont feel i can wear uniform as im not worthy of it so therefore i feel i can't sing at the moment.  I also really want to go back and feel like i cant go back.  So where does that leave me hurting.  Particularly when Abi asks why arent you singing mummy.  I wonder is it worth it

Ste studio shots

Patterns

Poor ste he ended up taking abi to dance because sammy grumpy and i had forgotten the greaseproof paper to copy the dress patten for Abigails costume so he had to do it ...he found a very helpful lady to help him who explained how to make it as well and then got very frustarated waiting for the skirt pattern as for me i am relieved he copied it cause a better chance of it being right.  Thankfully Nanny has come to the rescue and can understand the patten and instructions and is going to make the dresses for her otherwise Abi may have been dancing in her underwear

Brave boy

Sammy was a little star at the Doctors today giggled when he examined him and was good while we were waiting but he is not well the doctor giving him antibiotics incase it is a chest infection but could be asthma so he has to go back but hoping these antibiotics do the trick and he stays well this time.  and meanwhille its amaising what a bit of chocolate does so far managed to get him to take his medcine.